i woke up crying this morning. its so creepy. i was dreaming that i did something very wrong and i was crying like hell and when i woke up i continued crying. but as soon as i got up from my bed, i was wondering why the hell i was crying or did i really cry even after i woke up?

walked in the damn rain today on purpose. Reminds me of the last time i did long distance no-hurry walking in the rain with huiyi. hai...that was soo long ago.

listening to jamie yeo talking about william hung on radio. hate william hung now. he has become a commercialised americanised piece of useless shit.

im gonna mug all the way in may and then have intensive study camp at my cousin's house which is two bus stops to tj so i can go anytime and within walking distance to the beach which makes it convenient to drown myself whenever i feel the need to. oh yeah. hope i'm welcomed.