Its funny how you find a friend whom you feel so connected to for some reason that you don't even know. Then she begins to either ignore you or treat you like crap until the time when she needs you and has no one else. but you will still let her do whatever she likes to you because you want to hold on to that friendship. Then you start getting depressed from time to time though your other friends are still with you and treat you sooo well but it just isnt the same. And you will never leave that friend alone no matter how shitty you feel. you will get angry at her perharps but soon you will forget everything whenever she starts talking to you again. Damn I'm in hell.

Now i know how you feel...now i know why...

i hate depressing entries too but its just sth i have to say. She'll never come here anymore anyway.

well, depressing stuff aside, what the hell am i gonna do on my birthday? haha...the only idea i have now is a party. but then i would have to have two parties because of secondary sch people and JC people. but then again i have no time!! I still have to study!!