When I ruled the world.

I think there's nothing in this world that can make me feel the same way DP makes me feel. it's this entire range of emotions you feel all at once and at the end of the show you cry but you won't even know if its tears of happiness, sadnesss or exhaustion. maybe all. It's when you feel like all of those months of bruises and sweat and late nights were worth it. When we get on stage all we can think about is just give it our all and like jac said, once we actually see the audience, we naturally put our performance faces on and bask in the bright lights and attention :p Peharps that's one thing I've learnt in Eusoff. DP makes me feel so damn proud of all my friends because everyone is just so so amazing and capable. And really, when you dance, you do your best for the ones dancing beside you, you do it for your choreos, the actors, the producers, the people who bought you bubble tea and ice-cream puffs. haha. before Betty's dance, while waiting backstage and watching the actors, I kept telling myself to do it for Bao, because he's so great on stage, how can we bear to screw up his dance? Do it for Betty too, of course, how can you not?

But I guess I wasn't too happy about the dances I'm in this year. One was because of the choreo, the other because of the dancers. but it all doesnt matter at the end, as long as people like the show lah. (I know some didnt) Soso, like DP always is, new friendships are formed, new enemies made, and new scandals are abound. People grow closer, people drift further. I'm glad I got to know some people more personally, which wouldn't have been possible without this. And I'm glad to be able to see the true colours of some others, also impossible without DP.

But anyways, here's a list of my favourite DP things:

1) favourite dance: Aiting's.
it is how freaking emo. never fails to make me wanna burst into tears. and alison's expression during this dance was just heart wrenching lah. I have no idea why Aiting wasn't dancing though, she would have blown all the audience away. but oh wells, I'm proud of her. Go TJ!

2) favourite imaginary friend: General Bao.
so cute! haha. but poor darren under that body suit, he must be sweating buckets.

3) favourite alumni: Gillian.
Just because she was nice to me since my first day in Eusoff back in year one. She is really one of those women that I feel has everything. sportswoman, dancer, genius, pretty, cute, sweet, nice, funny, capable, everything.

4) favourite dance to learn in your free time: Chiitarng and Weina/Alumni/Aiting
There was just too much free time during bump-in :)

5) favourite 'death': Edward Hallifax's!
Kaihui and I were standing backstage during the actual performance watching this dance and we were both emoing over edward's death. That 'whyareyoudoingthistomewhenIcan'tevenhurtafly' look is priceless lah. The other most emo death is Bao. To watch someone so strong and fighting back suddenly die is seriously heartbreaking. Somemore I always feel like running into the scene in my kungfu costume and try to save Bao hoho.

6) favourite new dancer: Kaihui
someone said this before ' if my boyfriend ever leave me for kaihui right, I won't even blame him. I lose lah, I lose.' haha I think that's really very true. I think kaihui is one of those people you can never get angry at.

7) favourite impression change: Waihong.
I thought he was an ass, but he's actually pretty darn nice yet entertaining! Don't know how I can survive dance without these people during practices. good choice, esther :p

You know we keep saying we gotta do an alumni dance sometime, but I think the feeling will never be the same as if you are still living in hall. But reeeally, there isn't a dance that has all of the c3 girls together yet. But now, exams. urgh.