I have a vision of us in about 10 years' time: one of us ( xt/ Clara/ or both) would open a popular, chic chill-out pub of sorts and Clara would be the resident singer, the songs are jazz, the blues, sappy ballads, etc. haha. then the rest of us would go there everyday after work to chill (and complain). There is a private party. someone close returns from work/school overseas (most prolly Fad, i think) and everyone is all paired up and happy. clara says something fuuny on stage about the person who returns and later everyone's dancing with their partners slowly as she sings. (very Ally Mcbeal-like). I think except me. I see myself flirting with the cute bartender. haha!

yeah basically that's it. hopefully, xt doesn't open a karaoke bar instead. it seems quite possible.


My current 'stuck in the head' song. this song is really kinda old but i love it! really sad...i have a thing for sad songs.




Baby don't you break my heart slow
Vonda Shepard


I like the way you wanted me
Every night for so long baby
I like the way you needed me
Every time things got rocky

I was believing in you
Am I mistaken do you say,
Do you say what you mean
I want our love to last forever

But I'd rather you be mean than love and lie
I'd rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye
I'd rather take a blow at least then I would know
But baby don't you break my heart slow

I like the way you'd hold me
Every night for so long baby
And I like the way you'd say my name
In the middle of the night
While you were sleeping

I was believing in you
Was I mistaken
Do you mean, mean what you say
When you say our love could last forever

Well I'd rather you be mean than love and lie
I'd rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye
I'd rather take a blow at least then I would know
But baby don't you break my heart slow

(Bridge)
You would run around and lead me on forever
While I wait at home thinking that we're together
I wanted our love to last forever

Well I'd rather you be mean than love and lie
I'd rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye
I'd rather take a blow at least then I would know
But baby don't you break my heart slow