why is it that when two people like each other, and everything feels right, they just don't get together? are there really soo many factors you have just got to consider? what ever happened to 'love conquers all'? don't you think that the more you think about it, the more reasons (or excuses) you can come up with for not getting together with someone else? are these people really trying to think with their mind rather than their heart? or are they just afraid of getting hurt? but when you start to like someone, how is it possible to just stop that feeling unless you two really gave it a shot and got closer? what happened to love conquers all??!

Maybe I just think this way because I'm an idealist.
Maybe he just doesn't like you enough to see/feel it.
Honey, it's his loss.
seriously.

Half the time i'm thinking about you,
the other half i'm trying to find you,
i'm walking in circles around my own head,
and i'm getting nowhere close to what i'm trying to find,
you're out there,i know, and i'm wondering,
are you as lost with-ought me as i am with-ought you?
do you feel like half the person that your supposed to be?
when you see a couple pass you by, does your heart bleed?
do you feel as incomplete and alone as i do with every fleeting breath?
i'll make a detailed map, and put it in a bottle,
maybe you'll find it, and after that you can find me,
or maybe i'm the one who's supposed to find you,
till then i'll watch love like a butterfly,
fluttering so delicately living so briefly,
i could never pin it down with a needle,
love is something you can't display in glass case so crudely,
it's something very delicate and if you treat it carefully it will stay with you forever,
so i'll sit here and wait till the day that you come to me,
So softly on butterfly wings.

Eusoff Rag 2007!!!!
(omg guys I can't find the c block or c3 photos anywhere in my camera!! argh, very sad.)
ok, so after a whole lot of waiting and sleeping on hard floors in the tentage, we finally got our costumes and make-up done, and then its time to take a zillion photos...and sing and dance while waiting some more. c3 girls were all running on some kind of high the entire day, god knows where that came from. but well, a lot of people were entertained, so that's good. And I saw a lot of people taking videos of us out of the corner of my eye, maybe we'd soon be on youtube. ok, photos! it's not the whole dance team, but its the few photos i could find with all astronauts/galaxians/aliens.

First up, the Astronauts! who didn't need any body painting, these lucky pigs.


Then us the tangyuan girls. hahaha. funny how that nickname stuck. we're actually GODDESSESS of the GALAXY carrying your PLANETS ok. we're like, tres important! find me, find me, find me!


Then introducing the Aliens! the body paint rocks lah, you guys seriously look scary. love the dance!!

yays to us winning overall for rag! we went through illnesses and injuries to get to this day! thanks to all the wardrobers (shazzy you rock la) and raggers, you guys looked SUPER stressed towards rag day. all your hard work paid off! and who could forget when the announcer said '...goes to the hall who always goes to fong seng for supper...' then all those touching speeches by vijay and all, I gotta admit I cried a lot through them and even through all our cheering.
HAHA and its funny how we all literally DIED on the bus back to hall. We were sooo tired. Rag's over and school's started. booring!



And it's time for the CUI photos...

I realised my past few posts just sound horridly depressing. and thanks to all who asked if i was okay. oh im so touched! haha...

anyway i am SORRY i ever said D blk now seems more fun than C blk because nobody can beat us in terms of noise and the amount of nonsense which goes on around here. Last night's c3 club night was how destructive. haha. michelle the door bitch, the mambo-ers and the phuture people and then there's just wanyu being herself. We were just high on air.

C blk rawks lah. especially c3.
hahaha. love you guys!

I am at a very confused stage right now.


hmm, flag day's tomorrow. starts in 40 mins time actually. And i can't sleep. Oh how I am going to die by the end of rag practice tomorrow. And I know exactly what's been keeping me up all night.

anyway, this song's nice!

The Cardigans - Carnival

I will never know
Cause you will never show
Come on and love me now
Come on and love me now

Carnival came by my town today
Bright lights from giantwheels
Fall on the alleyways
And Im here
By my door
Wating for you

I will never know
Cause you will never show
Come on and love me now
Come on and love me now

I here sounds of lovers
Barrel organs, mothers
I would like to take you
Down there
Just to make you mine
In a merry-go-round

Cafe Del Mar
2nd August 2007
:)


my favourite ladies! Juls, Yijun, Wanyu, Kim, Christina, Sara, me and Mayyin! We're all overdressed except Christina.

cam whoring on the sentosa tram as we wave to the rest of Eusoff walking. hurhur. we're doing the pouty lip.

Pretty romantic place, really.



kim's sexy leg!!