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Monday, May 31, 2004

my gosh did you people hear that thunder last night? i thought some building collasped, that building being the one behind the one opposite mine. freaky. after being awoke by that i couldn't go back to sleep because my bladder couln't hold on any longer. when i came out from the toilet, my brother was walking around as well. he too thought some building collasped. we went to the balcony and checked it out and it looked like a scene from the movie 'The Day after Tomorrow'. haha so freaky! The end of the world never felt so near. haha. Im surprised my parents didnt wake up though and yet the both of us sleepy pigs woke up.

1
BEAUTIFUL ICE PRINCESS/PRINCE .You need distance
between you and your partner in your
relationship. You are very difficult to get.
You have big requirements and this one you love
must try hard to get you. But after she/he melt
your heart she/he will be the most happy person
in the world. You need someone who shoes you
that you are special and it makes you feel
good to see that you are loved. She/He shall
know that you could easily get another
girl/boyfriend but you wont as long as you
love him. when she/he hurts you you will hurt
him too, but in general you dont get hurt. If
your partner cheated you ,you would react cold
and immediately (try to) forget him
PLEASE VOTE, I want to know what you think about my
quiz, I worked hard on it.You can always
message me or tell me how I can improve that
quiz. Ill sure write back.


~THE big LOVE TEST!! What do you need? With PICS! For girls and boys!~
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Muahahahahahaha...........!!!!

entrancing
You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves
your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling
he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss
that never lessens and always blows your
partner away like the first time.


What kind of kiss are you?
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Hmm...don't know about this but hey, nice pic.


You are going to marry Brad Pitt. He is always
friendly to anybody he ever meets and he is
very talented as an actor. He is also very
sincere and friendly. He will respect you until
the day he dies. Congrats!!


Which male celebrity are you going to marry? (14 choices now!!)
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Ahhhhhh!!! the last time i did this quiz it was Orlando now its Brad Pitt!! How good can this get? Whoox~!!


Sunday, May 30, 2004

Went out with michelle yesterday, decided i better freaking appreciate those others around me and stop being an idiot. But it didnt help that she kept talking about her new superb friends in aj whom i can tell she is very fond of. And then i kept thinking about her!! Seems like the people I know has found at least one very good friend in JC.

It was so unfair. at suntec, we saw the tj bowling team people with their luggage bag thingy and wearing their PDP tee. the whole lot of them! but he wasnt there!! I was jumping and jumping trying to find him in the crowd but i didnt get to see him! In the end i only got scolded by michelle.Arghxx~

Friday, May 28, 2004

Its funny how you find a friend whom you feel so connected to for some reason that you don't even know. Then she begins to either ignore you or treat you like crap until the time when she needs you and has no one else. but you will still let her do whatever she likes to you because you want to hold on to that friendship. Then you start getting depressed from time to time though your other friends are still with you and treat you sooo well but it just isnt the same. And you will never leave that friend alone no matter how shitty you feel. you will get angry at her perharps but soon you will forget everything whenever she starts talking to you again. Damn I'm in hell.

Now i know how you feel...now i know why...

i hate depressing entries too but its just sth i have to say. She'll never come here anymore anyway.

well, depressing stuff aside, what the hell am i gonna do on my birthday? haha...the only idea i have now is a party. but then i would have to have two parties because of secondary sch people and JC people. but then again i have no time!! I still have to study!!

Tuesday, May 25, 2004

yo in school again...

hmm, smsing with samuel now...haha. see im that bored. to people who still don't know...he has a gf already!! i just found out. some people damn fast lah. not like me im still hanging around. donno what the hell im doing...anyway just look at the guys around in TJ. are you sure they are called guys?

i think im doing what i have been doing in sec sch all over again. which is nothing. i go to school, i daydream, i crap, i study a little, i go home, i sleep. think tts probably why i ran for HC in the first place. I wanted to do sth with my life. To be busy with something. To run around the school with a purpose. But since i didnt get in, then never mind. Haha, guess in the end i still want to slack. but im feeling useless again. what can i do? There's nothing for me to do...sigh~

I seriously have run out of ideas of what to do on my birthday. Bored. Birthdays are such a drag.

Harry Potter's coming up. sth to look forward to.

There are crazy people screaming from outside the Hub. God knows what the hell they are doing.

Saturday, May 22, 2004

i had a lot of people to bitch abt since the past few days.but i've waited so long the hatred is not really there anymore. so everything comes out more simply.

Jia En=bitch.
half of the girls in 27/04=bitches.
oh yeah...

the june hols are finally coming!! not much diff anyway, we will still be mugging. but the thing is that we don't have to wake up so damn early.there are so many things i wanna do!!! plus there's an important thing called my birthday...ahem* (hint)

what should i do on my birthday...?

Wednesday, May 19, 2004

Barbie Got Back
Barbie Got Back! Go you! You're the closest thing
ever to a true black Barbie. Shake that fat
ass of yours.


If You Were A Barbie, Which Messed Up Version Would You Be?
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Aphrodite
Aphrodite/Eros


?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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oooh...cool!

I would have done more,but my brother wants to use the com...sad.

Tuesday, May 18, 2004

yay.changed the whole damn thing.but still there's the little girl there.
Hmm, the picture symbolises something but can't say what.happy guessing.

Talked to Heli online a couple nights ago.Talked about the crazy things we did in sec school.sigh...where have you people gone? someday everyone come my house and watch vcds again!!

I seriously hate my class now.Damn muggers.people who desperately need to get a life.
people say JC is supposed to be the best 2 years of your life. seems like it won't happen to me. what am i gonna do?

what the hell is up with the weather these days?! Where is all the rain going? we are all going crazy.jumping with joy whenever we see a single pueny dark cloud.and it never rains.someone do a rain dance.we're all desperate.

Hmm bored...any quiz thingy or nonsense for me to fill?
Gosh v tempted to do the one on nina's old blog.but its so damn long.later my bandwidth or sth not big again or whatever.erm, never mind.someday.

I think im disillusioned.haha.horribly disillusioned.help.

My parents are willing to let me go the the Linkin Park concert. But i can't find anyone to go with me!! I cannot not go!! who wants to go?!!


-The rest don't matter as long as you are with me.But are you still here?-



Thursday, May 06, 2004

LINKIN PARK IS COMING TO SINGAPORE ON THE 22ND OF JUNE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha guess i should come up with my birthday wish list soon.

Wednesday, May 05, 2004

haha in school now.my gosh, there are already three xinmin people within the hub.crazy,thery're everywhere i go.

by doing this in school, im publicizing my blog to any other user at this computer.great,its what i planned to do anyway haha.im sick.

hai, its such a boring day.oh well, shall go. nothing to blog anyway.just here for fun.

xinyan, he's sitting beside me now here at the Hub.jealous?

Tuesday, May 04, 2004

i figured if you want your day to end nice you have to start high and remain high.haha.it was a great day today!

met yanfen on the bus today.she got into srjc.asked her if she still remembered the 6C promise.she said,of course lah.wah actually a lot of poeple remembered. were we really that bonded and close?i can't remember.really.

tons of things happening on thursady.there's spa, chinese oral and some major chem hw needs to be handed in on that day.watch me die man.

this month is nerd/mug month as proposed by me and clara.
well done,meiyi.look at what you got yourself into.

but at least i managed to complete my hw today.its one of the first few times so far this year.nothing to do now.think i shall go read a book hahaha.

Monday, May 03, 2004

there's sth wrong with my com again. driven by desperation, i have to resort to using my bro's com. damn.

see that is what is wrong with technology. my ez link card has been charging me adult fare for the past fricking week. i asked the person and she told me it was cos they havent extended my card yet. what nonsense. how is the ez link card supposed to make our lives easier? and i thought the govt was bloody efficient. i think they are trying to make more money lah basically. support communism!!

we talked abt marrying guys of what race would give the best looking children during pw today. just proves my point that nothing can get done with me around. oh well.

The HC thing is killing me. dun ask. now i wish i am not voted into the comittee. the hell was i thinking?

i was feeling kinda crappy today so i tried looking for other poeple's blog again.haha.found nina's old blog.hey!!! you remembered the 6C promise to meet in tj as well?! i thought everyone forgot. my sec school ppl asked me why i so pro-tj and my only reason was the pri school promise. i remember yanfen making us swear we will go in no matter what.

My brother just insulted me big time in his entry. How nice. My self esteem just went from 0 to -10. anyway got this survey from him.

[My name is]: Meiyi
[In the morning I am]: grouchy.irritated.stay away.
[All I need is]: money, basically.
[Love is]: the greatest thing you'll ever learn (familiar?)
[afraid of]: insecurity. which is pretty much the way i am now.
[I dream about]: being rich and famous and loved.like duh.

-H A V E .Y O U. E V E R . .-
[Pictured your crush naked?]: ew,no.
[Actually seen your crush naked]: NO!!!
[Been in love]: ...
[Cried when someone died]: yes!! i made quite a mess.
[Lied]: yes, like everyone else.

-W H I C H . I S . B E T T E R-
[Coke or Pepsi]: coke, if i really have to choose.
[Flowers or candy]: candy.flowers are useless. what can you do with them anyway?
[Tall or short]: Tall...

-W I T H .T H E. O P P O S I T E. S E X-
[What do you notice first?]: Eyes!!
[Last person u slow danced with]: Samuel during prom.wow, this is quite pathetic.up for a dance,anyone?
-W H O-
[Makes you laugh the most?]: myself.laughing at my own stupidity mostly.gosh, the things i say sometimes.
[Makes you smile]: everyone i like.am i nice or what.
[Do you have a crush on someone?]: well...yeah
[Has a crush on you?]: how would i know.
[Easiest to talk to]: myself.as usual.

-D O. Y O U. E V E R-
[Sit on the internet all day waiting for someone
special to I.M you?]: yeah right.i'm not that dumb.
[Save Aol/aim conversations]: ?
[Wish you were a member of the opposite sex]: no.not really.men are stupid,really.
[Cried because of someone saying something to you]: yes.like tons of times.

-H A V E .Y O U .E V E R-
[Fallen for your best friend]: no.my closest friends are girls and im quite sure im straight.
[Been rejected]: er,no. never went up to anyone before anyway.
[Rejected someone]: yeah.like in pri school.
[Used someone]: haha.yes.yes.
[Been cheated on]: nope
[Done something you regret]: YES!!!

-W H O .W A S .T H E .L A S T. P E R S O N-
[You talked to on the phone]: Denise.
[Hugged]: Fiona. all thanks to the tk girls im now hugging ppl like nobody's business.
[You instant messaged]: Sam(?) i think.if not, nina.
[You laughed with]: Jamie.

-D O .Y O U-
[Colour your hair]: Duh!! its still coloured.haha
[Ever get off the damn computer]: yeah.with my limited computer knowlege there's nothing i can do much with this thing called a computer.besides, it doesnt work well with me.
[Habla espanol]: huh?

-D O .Y O U / / A R E .Y O U-
[Smoke cigarettes]: no.never did.never will.
[Obsessive]: yea.sometimes.this is bad.
[Could you live without the computer?]: of course.not much use to me anyway.
[How many peeps are on your buddy list?]: zero!!i'm such a nice friend.
[What's your favourite food?]: Chicken!!
[What's your favourite fruit?]: Strawberry.
[Drink alcohol?]: yes.only once a year.whenever there is a chalet.
[Like watching sunrises or sunset]: sunset.the sunrise is too early for me.
[What hurts the most?]: love?
[Trust ppl?]: not really.takes time.

-N U M B E R-
[Of times I have had my heart broken?]: Hmm...judging by how fast it takes for me to like someone...
[Of hearts I have broken?]: i wish its more than one.
[Of continents I have lived in?]: unfortunately,one.
[Of drugs taken illegally?]: 0.hello?im so innocent.
[Of tight friends?]: none really.how tight?
[Of cd's that I own?]: abt 20? i need more.hint.
[Of scars on my body?]: wat kind of question is this?cant be bothered to count.
[Of things in my past that I regret?]: most of the things.trying to live with it.