It's like an episode off the desperate housewives. Everyone's smiling sweet and the fighting's gone so underground one would just die of the immense horror if anyone was to know of it all. or you might chuckle at the ridiculous shit these girls are slowly digging themselves into. Too many girls too near to each other. the newbies cannot survive. Quoting Mean girls, it's like swimming in a pool of sharks. watch your back, you might actually find a couple knives stuck in there already. And everyone still loves each other. Such things are possible. especially in a girl's world.

Anyways, Farrell introduced the term 'Mother Russia' to us during history lecture, trying to illustrate an example of Soviet propaganda. It's just going to be my new swear word.

Eusoff bazaar's here! how exciting. days of chilling at the forum, chatting and gossiping with people you would otherwise not have to chance to really talk to, buying stuff here and there and to check out arts girls. haha. wasn't as nice as last year's but its not bad. so yays.

and i think i'm just gonna die for my history project. I have never been so scared of my projectmates before. crazy people.

wanyu: i'm rather domineering, as you know...
me: rather? HAHA
wanyu: ok fine fine...so it's like both of us wants to take leadership and..(blah blah blah)
me: wow. i'm SO not the leader kind.
wanyu: yea! you're like the mother hen kind lah.
me: *pause* ( I kinda agree...but why this imagery??)
me: yup. mother hen.

I do sometimes see the c3 girls as my brood :)

it's the season of heartbreak.

it's hard to admit its the end of everything, but you gotta accept it. you gotta move on, but I'm not saying that it would be easy doing so. Any thing's much better than you being stuck here in the middle of nothing. he's long gone, so what exactly are you holding on to? why beg for him to come back? his heart just isn't here anymore. And everyone can see it, including you. admit it. Don't torture yourself with thoughts and maybes because you're only hurting yourself and everyone who cares about you.

let go. guys who put you through this much pain are just bastards anyway.