i'm finally feeling better :)
I think my medicine was giving me the euphoric feeling that I had the last 2 days that I was taking it and since I'd stopped, I'd stopped having my giddy floaty happy days. this realisation makes me wanna get back on medication. haha. really. Now I know why/how some people can't get off drugs.

and i'm suddenly missing a number of people whom I've haven't been in contact with! I hate it when friends disappear.

still sick
still coughing
still unable to sleep

been to the doctor twice, none seemed to help.
(today would be the third!)

havent been to a single lesson since history lecture on monday.

But so many things to do!
rocks la. totally.
I'm dying.

As soon as I lay down on my bed, I start coughing to death.
Therefore I am unable to sleep.
And therefore you see me writing this at 640 am.

OMG I want to dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
urgh.

What to do now but to read lecture notes?

I'm starting to get hungry though.
But all the food I have would only contribute to my coughing fits.
how how howwwwwwwwwww??

I dont usually whine this much but I am just damn irritated about getting sick.