I am that.
you are that.
everything is that.



And that is all there is.


(I got this from an MTV ad)

NUS or NTU?
NUS or NTU?
NUS or NTU?
arghh!! *head explodes*

retail therapy only provides temporary relief. the impending question comes back as soon as i tell myself i am shopping for uni clothes...super dupes

the inner cheena in me is telling me that i wanna go kbox!

the party is on. the party is coming!

sale sale sale!!

and it seems like everyone's trying to get their hands on some nike/adidas/pumas bag or nike/adidas/puma jacket. by everyone i meant including me. Plus I want some puma pumps which, yes i know, cost a lot. It's soon time to run out and get university-wear! haha.

ooh i just heard of this new club. it's called 'The Butter Factory'. i think it's uber cool!

They have this Butter blog thing, check it out! Everyone has their fav club to hang. I think this could be it for me!

One of the worst mistakes a woman can make in life is marry a bloody faggot.

graceful moves on blistered feet or something like that.

Feelin' high and tired coming home from the dance concert. It was o..k..a..y. It was fun being able to hang out at the make-up room. The girls were complaining in front of the mirror how they're not confident of showing off their tummies upstage. my goodness, what's wrong with them? anyways, everyone's nicer than i ever remember them to be. Maybe they're all not as bitchy as i thought. No cute seniors that i know of were there...boring. Least i got to see mr thompson. haha, I miss my teachers. people like Shamala are born dancers, i'm sure. she was powderful, man! I have fresh motivation to slim down...haha.

I realised that I havent liked anyone in a really long time.

I havent felt my heart throb in a really long time.

when I was born, God (whichever) must have listed like, meiyi must do a certain number of stupid things everyday. I must have not been filling up my quota recently, thats why yesterday was just crazy for me. It was...comical. Luckily no one was there to witness everything. Trust me, it was bad...


I'm leaving for Bali tomorrow, will be back on Sunday! Hopefully I return as a surfer!! Woot!

I am seriously beginning to miss people. One or two, here and there. Louisa, Xinyan, Alicia, Liping, Sirong, Waimun, Michelle, Samuel, Watson, Belinda, Cassie, Denise. Most I never spent enough time with back in school. Judging by the timing of this post (6 in the morning), it's damn early, I havent slept at all last night (all part of me trying to test out my endurance level), my mind is beginning to play tricks on me and I think I'm gonna be forgotten by my friends very soon. I wished I got to know these people more, spent more time with them when I could(most of the time it was always about those few people), then maybe then it was less possible for them to forget me. I can literally feel them slipping away. I always thought that if you actually bothered making friends with them in the first place, then you should at least maintain the friendship, if not, why do it in the first place? There wouldn't be any point, would there? Some friends I have already lost long ago when I knew I shouldn't have let go. Did they feel like I've let them down? Or did they not care at all? Was I ever in anyone's heart? Did I make a difference in anyone's life? Or was i just 'disposable'? Anyways, too late for them now. We've all become too different. Now I will try my best to catch up with these people one by one, even if it kills me.

what am I babbling about? so this is what lack of sleep does to you. funky shit. wohoo!

You Are a Peacemaker Soul

You strive to please others and compromise anyway you can. War or conflict bothers you, and you would do anything to keep the peace. You are a good mediator and a true negotiator. Sometimes you do too much, trying so hard to make people happy. While you keep the peace, you tend to be secretly judgmental. You lose respect for people who don't like to both give and take. On the flip side, you've got a graet sense of humor and wit. You're always dimplomatic and able to give good advice. Souls you are most compatible with: Warrior Soul, Hunter Soul and Visionary Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

Your Famous Last Words Will Be:

"Goodbye. I am leaving because I am bored."

What Will Your Famous Last Words Be?

sounds just about right

You Are Midnight

You are more than a little eccentric, and you're apt to keep very unusual habits. Whether you're a nightowl, living in a commune, or taking a vow of silence - you like to experiment with your lifestyle. Expressing your individuality is important to you, and you often lie awake in bed thinking about the world and your place in it. You enjoy staying home, but that doesn't mean you're a hermit. You also appreciate quality time with family and close friends.

What Time Of Day Are You?

You Are Austin

A little bit country, a little bit rock and roll. You're totally weird and very proud of it. Artistic and freaky, you still seem to fit in... in your own strange way. Famous Austin residents: Lance Armstrong, Sandra Bullock, Andy Roddick

What American City Are You?

Your Personality Is

Idealist (NF) You are a passionate, caring, and unique person. You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals. You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily. Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings. You seek out other empathetic people to befriend. Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships. In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily. At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career. With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone. As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style. On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.

The Three Question Personality Test