its funny how now that the semester's over and the usual people are gone (only for a while i know) and people I've never seen before starts popping up all over the hall. like i saw a couple of people in the kitchen, then i realised i've never seen anyone of them before. there are the girls who smell oddly nice and guys who just smell odd! this is such a mystery! haha.

i HAVE been in semi-isolation in my room for the past couple days. not because i'm emoing but just cos my friends are all home and i dont really feel like talking to my neighbour and plus, i'm watching Heroes! It is a bummer's life i tell ya, i am the sort of person who could give up even food or sleep for TV! hahaha. its terrible yes, but i dont care, i've slogged enough for my exams.

clubbing nights are such messy nights. it always starts with you getting all clean and prepped-up and smelling good and then reaching there getting drunk and sweaty and gross and not caring what you look like anymore cos you're just too high/drunk/tired/crazy to care.

I'll be in Cambodia from the 12th-29th December (chings, take note this time!), looking after the poor but all-so-adorable children there while i get tortured by insects and the lack of proper electricity or any decently comfortable facilities. i 'm thinking my hall mates are going to forget me. haha. yup, they probably will. =(
And since I can't spend Christmas properly this year, i'm making sure my friends do. I'm spreading the Christmas spirit around hall! Be surprised people! well, unless i get sick of it halfway and end up with not doing anything then forget what i just said. yah, my attention span is THAT short.

things should be quite exciting when i get back. we'll see how all of this plays out. whee! i'm off to watch more Gilmore Girls. sigh~ I love Rory.

Don't stray
Don't ever go away
I should be much to smart for this
You know it gets the better
Of me sometimes
When you and I collide
I fall into an ocean of you
Pull me out in time
Don't let me drown
Let me down
I say its all because of you and here I go
Losing my control
I'm practising your name
So I can say it to your face it doesn't seem right
To look you in the eye
And let all the things you mean to me
Come tumbling out my mouth indeed its time
Tell you why
I say its infinately true
Say you'll stay
Don't come and go
Like you do
Sway my way
Yeah I need to know
All about you
And there's no cure
And no way to be sure
Why everythings turned inside out
Instilling so much doubt
It makes me so tired
I feel so uninspired
My head is battling with my heart
My logic has been torn apart
And now
It all turns sour
Come sweeten
Every afternoon
Say you'll stay
Don't come and go
Like you do
Sway my way
Yeah I need to know
All about you
Say you'll stay
Don't come and go
Like you do
Sway my way
Yeah I need to know
All about you
Its all because of you
Its all because of you

inner thoughts while mugging in the library EVERYDAY :

hmm, i wonder what time's lunch.

hey, that person's kinda cute.

...are these people reaally studyingg??? BORED...ooh! i like her jacket!

i hate this module. why did i take it? I swear to do better module planning next sem. I swear!

we need more coffee.

helllooo...someone msn me PLEASE...

all this extensions at my feet will explode and kill me anytime soon.

cold cold cold...why?? why do you torture me so..?!

my iTunes is boring...yawn. ooh STEAL some songs.

xmas xmas xmas xmas...why is it not here yet? shit, i'll be in Cambodia over xmas.

pee after finishing this page. pee after finishing this page. why is this page not endinggg?!!

hmmm is it raining already? hmmmmmm....

Oh then of course there are those times when chingsie invites everyone around the table into same msn conversation where we share thoughts of who we think is goodlooking and then leading on to completely irrelevant stuff and ending up with all of us trying to hold our giggles.
times when yin complains that i'm distracting her.
times when ty or hannah gets overly stressed.
times when me and daph starts going crazy on smth cos that woman is just about as distracted as me.
times when juls threatens to kill me when i'm msn-ing too much.
times when chingsie is terrorising the ppl at tables around us.
times when i realized jx is stoning or just never stopped eating.
times when we share music.
times when hannah and i msn each other purely on the subject of hungryyyy or sleepyyy or coldddd.
times when everyone is complaining abt the lack of food, everyone meaning the guys from hall too sitting a couple tables away.
times when ty and i take looong walks around the library or the entire building.
the time i almost fell, the lao-sai bird, the horrid sandwich machine, the gay men, those primitive msn methods (note-passing).

studying is SUCH a social event.