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Friday, May 15, 2009

details in the fabric.

How would you love?
Stupidly.
That's the best. You'll hurt, but it'll be awesome.

Someday you'll find that someone who will make it worth for you to throw all your sanity out of the window without a moment's hesitation. I promise. (:

It's funny how today I want to forget it all, yet you want to remember everything.

today is meet the eusoffians day; i bumped into kaihui and eileen, daphne and chiew jing, bella and sarah, then sharon, and jessica and bingjie. all in one outing! but of course there's also those eusoffians whom I actually went out to meet. hmm d blockers will always be the people whom I would have been so much better friends with if I ever stayed in that block. its like friendships that I never had the time/chance to finish building.

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Got my 45 on.

When my mum shoved a jacket in my face this morning, telling/nagging me to bring one because it might get cold in hall, somewhere in my mind I knew she'd just predicted the weather. But because I was in a defiant mood and the skies were still pretty cheery, I rejected it, saying that hall has never been cold for months. And of course it was only right that I froze all day today. In the bus, in the blue oyster, and since it poured all day now even my room is really cold. somehow, mothers are always right. SOMEHOW (:

Sorry for being a bitch today.
Happy Mothers' Day!

Saturday, May 09, 2009

The only way to love anything is when you realise that it's not going to be there forever.
goodbye ceethree. I'm leaving the beer behind for next week hoho.

If only I had such an impact on you,

Thursday, May 07, 2009

immovable object.

There is really no direction or motivation left in life after exams (after your LAST exams somemore). There's a week plus inbetween now and expeditions and there's a million and one things to do before I leave but yet... nothing.

need to take photos. need to take photos. need to take photos!

Wednesday, May 06, 2009

Where's Fluffy?

So I saw my primary school crush on the bus today, for the first time since I've ever graduated from primary school. Thought I'd wait to say hi, peharps after my paper or something. Which was dumb because I never saw him after that and I don't think I ever will again. I don't know why I do this all the time; I wait too long for chances to pass by and then regret, obssessed with how it could have been different, hoping for another chance. I might have gained (re-gained) a friend today for example. I don't know what came over me to wait, to never speak my mind. I don't know what am I so afraid of. I think I think too much. I hesitate, but the world won't wait. There's just too many things I've missed and there's barely any room for second chances.
Live life on the edge? I'm dying to.

Sunday, May 03, 2009

I hope not.
I hope not.
I hope not.

Friday, May 01, 2009

Almost doesn't count.

its the combined power of lots of coffee, french fries, lack of drinking water, and library aircon. hmm. labor day is just going to be...laborious.

I just heard from Wanyu that she had to cancel her Work and Travel because of the pigs in Texas. which really sucks :(

after compiling so much notes, I start to doubt some things I thought I always knew; is it 'behaviour' or is it 'behavior'? Likewise, 'labour' or 'labor'?

I have developed an obsession with the song Slow dancing in a burning room. Again. somemore it's so appropriate for this hot weather.

ahh I'm almost done with exams, and I miss typing so much. I think that's all this post is about.

ok bye.