Dear Whoever's Up There,

Would it be naive and stupid to wish for a little more drama in my life? It's been...stable. I appreciate that, don't get me wrong. Life's been pretty fair to me and all. But I really think I need some mess in it, some ups and downs and all over the place. Because this don't feel much like living at all. I keep thinking I'm missing out on something.

xoxo

With no conviction.

I am loving this song ever since i was jamming with my cousins (haha JAMMING the damn noob way, with ultimateguitar.com on the computer screen in front of us). The guitar part sounds awesome and the lyrics say so much. Like, we always seem to fall into our old patterns and bad habits no matter how much it has hurt us before.




I'm going away for a while
But I'll be back, don't try and follow me
'Cause I'll return as soon as possible
See I'm trying to find my place
But it might not be here where I feel safe
We all learn to make mistakes

And run
From them, from them
With no direction
We'll run from them, from them
With no conviction

'Cause I'm just one of those ghosts
Traveling endlessly
Don't need no roads
In fact they follow me

And we just go in circles

Well Now I'm told that this is life
And pain is just a simple compromise
So we can get what we want out of it
Would someone care to classify,
Of broken hearts and twisted minds
So I can find someone to rely on

And run
To them, to them
Full speed ahead
Oh you are not, Useless
We are just

Misguided ghosts
Traveling endlessly
The ones we trusted the most
Pushed us far away
And there's no one road
We should not be the same
But I'm just a ghost
And still they echo me

They echo me in circles

Max the King.


I cannot emphasize enough how important it is for you to catch Where the Wild Things Are. It's really a very awesome movie. I confirms you will like. If you hate it, come and talk to me. Actually if you love it a lot like I do, come and talk to me toos (: If nobody wants to watch with you, you ask me to watch it with you. I dont mind watching it a million timezz.



After watching the trailer I seriously feel like watching it again!

Seeing Adrian's Switzerland photos on fb makes me wanna repeatedly bang my head on my table. As much as I enjoyed backpacking, I kinda wished Bella could have made it there for exchange. BECAUSE ITS SWITZERLANDDDDD. %$&*(%$#$^&

PAssion.

Work has been pretty awesome actually (aside from the COLDNESS of the office, which I believe to be seriously inhibiting on my sociability), I love my colleagues. there is somewhat a nice mix of shy, cute, giggly, ah lian, kaypo, talkative, funny, weird, insane people. So far I don't feel if there's any deeply hidden animosity because everyone just jacks everyone openly. That is healthy in a way I guess! well except the big boss, the boss is always hated huh. who, incidentally, is the one i smashed a door into. I'm just so great at making first impressions. My colleague, whom I'm directly reporting to, giggles when she sees me pretend like I'm not chatting on MSN. This male colleague decides to talk to me about lomography for an hour when he saw my Diana, the ex-stewardess colleague (very pretty!) chases me out of the office when it's after 6pm, the whole division goes for workout sessions halfway during work! hoho farni lah these people. And y'all know I'm still all pleasantly surprised about the smiley squishy ball ;) finally I look forward to going to work! haappppy :)

scratch that. ITS CHRISTMAZZZ :)

I think the nearer we get to Christmas, the more I lose all hype for it. It kinda feels like Chinese New Year is coming hmm.

Camera Obscura is not a band.

I never thought about what it really is, but I was watching this documentry and then I learnt - Camera Obscura is an optical device! Wikipedia says, the device consists of a box or room with a hole in one side. Light from an external scene passes through the hole and strikes a surface inside where it is reproduced, upside-down, but with color and perspective preserved. The image can be projected onto paper, and can then be traced to produce a highly accurate representation. It's basically your early camera.

okay y'all prolly already knowww this, so fine.

Is is weird that I'm pretty excited about the National Geographic showing 6hours of programmes about the pearl habour bombing on monday. I love documentaries on history (okay, I like history anyway) especially after our history teacher taught us about the Cold War through this series of vcds. The whole intro of every episode was this long corridoor with no end, and scenes from U.S and Russia projected on each side of the wall. And at the end of the intro is this bunch of faceless soldiers standing inbetween the two walls. VERY clever.