I'm pissed about this blogger thing. I haven't been able to see my post for the past week. Isn't technology supposed to make your life easier? Damn thing.

Complained to my brother about the homework piling up. He just said," Who asked you to do all arh? Don't do lah! Just know whats going on during lessons, that's enough,"
Problem is that i don't.

Yay, dance starts tml. Now i can carry out my plan to take over the world!!

Michelle Branch Goodbye To You

Of all the things I've believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days that pass me by

I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
It feels like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend
And I said,

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light
But it's not right

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want what's yours and I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star

heard this song on radio late last night. Its kinda old but i still love it. Hope i can really apply the lyrics someday. though it is about breaking up, its not all sadness but instead letting go, knowing the person will still be special to you. No hard feelings.

Isnt it scary when someone can see through you no matter how much you try to cover up and pretend?

He knows.

i'm horribly depressed about my pw group.
watch me fail my pw this yr

took the same 229 bus with valerie today. she was so nice, she actually gave up her seat for an old man. usually you just hear abt this act but this is the first time i see sumone actually performing it! i really respect her i donno why. After seeing her i was filled with a new desire to do good...yeah right, who am i kidding


anyway, miak suggested we all stay back after school to go find the principal and try to convince her to take yvonne back in. i thought we were all pretty useless. miak did everything. we just stood there and take up oxygen.


I can fly
But I want his wings
I can shine even in the darkness
But I crave the light that he brings
Revel in the songs that he sings
My angel Gabriel

I can love
But I need his heart
I am strong even on my own
But from him I never want to part
He's been there since the very start
My angel Gabriel
My angel Gabriel

Bless the day he came to be
Angel's wings carried him to me
Heavenly
I can fly
But I want his wings
I can shine even in the darkness
But I crave the light that he brings
Revel in the songs that he sings
My angel Gabriel
My angel Gabriel
My angel Gabriel
Gabriel by lamb

Orientation Day 4
nothing much happened today. everyone went back to the sian state. make-up lectures started today. i'm already bored.

Orientation Day 5
finally met our civics tutor today. she is much much MUCH better than maggie goh man..our civics ended early and when we walked past 32/04 we all pointed and laughed at them. they still have to face that monster, good luck, man!! Had only one lecture today and nothing got in. after school we decided (finally) to go eat swensens!!it was supposed to be our old cg32/04 lunch...but so many ppl couldn't make it..so sad. went to clara's house then went back to school for o night.

Orienation night
there was supposed to be a campfire but it rained. so it ended up like the first o night which was in the hall. my og was performing again. felt it was quite bad as compared to the first performance because i wasn't in the first one. haha.oh my god! Ling chee sang solo on stage!! So proud of her. Kaiyan was one of the contestants of the miss new world. she got most of the votes but didn't still win in the end...sad. the contestants have to show off one of their talents. i can't believe sum of the girls call their singing a talent, it should be called torture techniqes. it was worse than william hung. alex was cool man..in the end yu qing( barisax guy) won...expected.

Orientation Day 1
sucked. talks after talks. convinced new comittee is incompetant. ponned halfway. almost caught by principal.

Orientation Day 2
new class. new people. introduce myself all over again. played wacko and other lame icebreaker games which worked because we talked to each other about how stupid those games were. Played games with all OGs and lost all but one.as usual. my OGL happened to be the one i hated and wanted to avoid the most.That irritating cedar girl!!! anyway made use of one guy today...haha i feel so bad. Long story. Couldn't sleep well that night. vow to be extra nice to him the next day.

Orientation Day 3
today's amazing race is played in CG, so i can't make it up to that guy. haha, sad. CG bonded amazingly well today although yesterday we were like, not talking to each other. enthu OGL. enthu CG.got plenty of points by cheering, doing mass dance, getting dunked into the sea, flour on the face, etc.those tooopid comittee members and station ppl gave so many points...haha. real dumb. got sunburnt on top of yesterday's one.

haha this is ending up like most of my diaries: abandoned.
after a while i just don't feel like posting anymore but i shall keep this up for as long as i can
right, anyway... er, nothing much has happened to me these few days as you know i have monitoring the growth of my butt. Gross. At least i went to the gym today. i actually miss the running during PE haha, what crap right...nowadays, during PE we just play games. BORING!. I was motivated enough to drag myself off the bed and worked out. yay.

Went to the library(unbelievable, huh) and borrowed comics!! three books on Sherman's lagoon...haha they are really funny! shall bring to school tomorrow. Can't wait. i hope this second orientation is as fun and long as the first one.


Oh my god...sooo cute!! that's sherman the shark by the way

i just bought the Blink 182 cd. it's great!! I am definitely inspired to start a rock band. haha. usually it ends there.

why is it so difficult to maintain friendships after going to different schools? or is it just us?

okay okay, i finally got the whole msn thing working up. People who bother, my email add is ashleystar9@hotmail.com
though i have a feeling i will not be there half the time, so its pretty much useless anyway...

i'm feeling super bored right now. People who bother, please call, email, or visit home. Entertain at will. Or give suggestions on what i can do to past my time. thank you very much.

Can't wait for second orientation.

happy st. pat's day by the way. you see, i even know its st. pat's day. I'M THAT BORED.

(I miss you miss you)

Hello there the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
And we'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends

(I miss you I miss you)
(I miss you I miss you)

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)

I miss you (miss you miss you)
I miss you (miss you miss you)
I miss you (miss you miss you)
I miss you (miss you miss you)
(I miss you miss you)

nice song! can't work out the lyrics though...chim-ology man... haha

I AM GOING TO KILL MAGGIE GOH!!!!!!
SHE'S NEVER GONNA GET OFF MY BACK UNLESS I HAPPILY LISTEN TO HER ADVICE AND STAY IN ARTS....WHAT CRAP IS THIS??????
what is wrong with me taking science? everyone else does that lor!!I WANT TO STANGLE HER!!!
maybe i should start following nina and bitch her back whenever she talks to me. or maybe i should just bluff her that i'm staying in arts..but like that no kick lah.. haha even my mum told me to bitch her back haha
it seems like whichever school i went to, there is always one teacher who is out to make my life a living hell.
there was Miss Liew in pri. school, Mdm Chua in sec. school, and bloody maggie goh in jc...ARGH!!!!!

im sooo taking this 'one last cry' song out and put in Linkin Park!!! Yay!!!