I'm feeling like I need your company.
But I can't think of any excuses.

And no one will know.
Not even you, even though I'm sure you'd felt it.
But no one must know, if that is what you want.

I feel dumb.
Laugh a little, move on.
Tomorrow night could be the start of something totally new.

And only you can save me from doing this to myself.

you guys should watch this!


inspirational!

this post shall be entirely about other people.


MY BROTHER






















This is what my brother has been doing in Paris! Instead of doing his exchange programme, he's doing this! In case you still have no idea what THIS is, look at the guy with the silver camera right behind Katie Holmes, thats the dear ol' brother of mine. He's been trying to get into all the fashion shows around Paris. He'd told me excitedly over msn just yesterday: 'It's couture week!'. Anyways if you wish to see more, check out his blog here and here.

THE GOOD FRIEND'S GOOD-FOR-NOTHING EX-BOYFRIEND OF HERS














I haven't heard of this person for around 3 or 4 years now, but i can still remeber all that drama. Although I am still convinced that he is a total piece of shit, it is amazing at where he is now. I remeber Bel telling me that it is his dream to become a kindergarden teacher and seems like he's gotten fulfilled that dream. i remember the days when he was still buming around, hacking into people's accounts (HAHA), playing with pet rabbits and all that shizz. ok, and now we wait till he rapes one of his students.

WONG HUIYI ahhhh (i will not say KATIE hahahaha)

go do it already!!!
hur hur hur

ALL THE JC PEEPS I SAW IN SCHOOL TODAY!

louisa, fad, fiona, christin OMG i had no idea i missed everyone so much till i saw u guys! sorry if i scared some of you in the midst of my survey thing. ha.

AND THE REST OF THE PEOPLE WHOM I STILL CANNOT NAME

person no 1: you and me, we shall leave it at this. and i will pretend that it's ok for me until it is. But i'd still say you have NO idea...

person no 2: you interest me =)

person(s) no 3: it is finally clear who my real friends in hall are. They are the ones who are worth my time and concern.

person no 4: I wish you were more confident of yourself and stop all this nonsense.

and whee! this whole 'entire-hall-is-drowing-in-emoing' thing is still going on and its super depressing!! argh.

ok i realised i'd better post an entry if not people will think i have been emo-ing since, idk, last week? hur.

anyways, i not really emo-ing already. that sunday i was really PMS-ing and i would know cos, yes, period came the very next day. ha. but i'm still pseudo-emoing cos EVERYONE in hall is emo-ing one by one and of course i would be affected.

school has been o-k-a-y. timetable is TONS better than last sem. I am free on weds, certain thursdays and certain tuesdays. date me, ask me out! cos hall is bloody boringgggg! argh.

i realise i throughly love meeting people. The more messed up and weird, the more interesting. hahaha.

I PRAY THAT I CAN AT LEAST FINISH MY RELIGION READINGS TODAY. =(

anyways, the mods i'm taking this sem are as follows!
PL1101E - Intro to Psychology (me LURVES)
NM1101E - Intro to Communications and New Media
LSM1303 - Animal Behaviour (the lecturer...speaks...at....this...speeeeed)
SC-smth - Social Psychology
XD-smth - World religions! (interesting, kinda)

oh oh and for those of you who know, i have been seeing Norvin around school lately. like, every other day. hahaha. apparently he's staying in Sheares (which beat eusoff at badminton last night. damn you, SH!). you'd bet I'll be going to sheares more often for supper now. HAHA.
KIDDING!

I AM EMO-ING!!!!!!!!!!!!!
=(

I think right now, none of us can find what we were looking for.
And nothing seems to be going right.

something really disgusting just happened.
A beetle decided to fly into my fan which happened to be on at its highest speed.
it's body got sliced up.
I found a wing, its butt and I'm missing a head here.
I DON'T EVEN WANT TO THINK ABOUT WHERE THE HEAD MIGHT BE.
maybe i'll find it a couple days later.

It has suddenly hit me that I can enter MoS.
But I've vowed to never enter that place ever again.
How dare they ban me?!
Maybe I should once. and then trash the club.
And get myself banned for another 10 years or so.

Mambo last night.
But I can't say anything about it.
=)

It's been a loong cold day. really makes you feel like snuggling up to someone. watch a movie, eat some popcorn, drink some hot chocolate.

I'm watching movies. Think i'll go make myself a cup of hot choc!

I have an obsession with people who has a way with words.
Makes the world much less plain and boring, don't you think?
I like reading their blogs. And I read all their archives.
Over and over and over again.
And I'd imagine how our conversations would be like, what we would talk about.
The same ol' crap ( 'cos it's me they're talking to) but put across better than how I can do it.
I can never find the perfect words to express how I'm feeling but they do.
People like that never fail to capture my full attention.
Interesting.

yes yes i've been too lazy to blog and also, i have no idea what to blog about! i would tell you everything that happened during the cambodia trip, but that would be seriously long. wanted to post some pictures but im too lazy to go find the cable and stuff. haha. one day lah.

but the thing which amazed me most was the warmth i got from my hall peeps when i came back. it was way beyond how i'd imagined their reaction would be. grace, yin, ty, chings. whaha...i love these people!

reminds me of the movie 'Stranger than Fiction', it's the little things that count that saves our souls man. how true. anyway, you guys should go catch that show, it's damn nice!