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Thursday, December 25, 2008

A joke we can't catch.

I've always believed in how some doors or windows in your life are closed because some other door or window remained wide open, so I could always find that bright side of life even when I run into some problems or felt unhappy about something. But this time i'm finding a little hard to find this newly opened window in my life when everything else is shutting out the light so quickly. And I keep finding people to hang out with and things to do so I don't have to the time or energy to even wonder about where my silver lining's going to be. But at the end of each day the thoughts still manage to creep up on me and it appears as if this time there really isn't any -

Hongkong's my next massive escape.

Saturday, December 20, 2008

Last Christmas.

It appears that everytime Christmas comes along, there'd be so many changes in the relationships around me. People grow apart, some break off, some leave forever, some become closer. But no matter what I'd be there to catch and cheer!

You know I've been endorsing the idea that things in life don't add up, but really, some do. Some things just add up more perfectly than you could have ever expected. It's just whether you would open your eyes to see the little signs that life has been throwing out at you, which are not quite subtle sometimes. How can we open up our minds enough to see it all? How can we trust our instincts enough to act upon them? When are we ever going to take the plunge? Like Dr Mark said in our short lifelessons1101E lecture last week; 'when you know, you know'. Lousy answer, but i think that's all we've got.

Anyway, what I know now is that Christmas is coming so Merry Christmas guys!!
Enjoy it, spread the cheer, hug a friend.
but 'till then we're going to be running our asses out for Chingay.

WOHOO! loves!

Monday, December 15, 2008

I'm going nowhere.

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

I have a new stack of books to read through and I'm pretty excited.
but somehow I keep falling asleep by the second page.
the days are passing so quickly soon it'd be Christmas, soon it'd be Hongkong, soon it's be school. all over again.

Sunday, December 07, 2008

In our sunday best.

It takes a dead handphone for the whole family to find out that the home phone has stopped working a long time ago.

And a night of cycling to find out that I really can't multitask. Thank goodness I went, because otherwise I wouldn't have the chance to talk to people I'd usually have no reason to, and because i don't think there will ever be another cycling trip that'll feel so safe. Those guys were seriously our angels that night.


















Congrats to Sixology man! To Sarah my love, to Putra my old friend, to Kim the friend's boyfriend, to Sham who's turning 21 soon, to Euntaek the keybordist GOD, to Michael the composer! Now we all have an excuse to go Hongkong! I mean like, how often do you get to use the excuse 'because my friends are performing thereee'. the only two words all of us could say when the results were announced were 'ohmygodthisissosurreal' and 'AWWESOMMME'. And in true Eusoffian fashion, the news spread to everyone within 2 hours and suddenly everyone's at dbl o like some kind of afterparty. last night truly was awesomely fun. best combination of music ever with BOTH mambo and r&b. No need to keep shuffling between rooms. Hopefully we'd be celebrating in a club in Hongkong next :))

Oh Santa, all I want for Christmas is my friends to be happy and my fringe to grow scaringly fast. PLEASEEE.

Thursday, December 04, 2008

Where my party people at?

all at once at zouk on a wednesday night apparently. ALL. EVERYONE. ZOUK. KILL ME. As of now, i hate people. this stupid - baby boom. and why in the world is everyone coming and going all the time on the dancefloor? Can't you just frigging.stay.at.your.spot? as you know, I don't stand very far from the ground so when the place starts overspilling with drunk people, it gets really sick. there is REALLY no fresh air. made me rather come back at 2am and have cup noodles and watch hours of How I Met Your Mother ALONE in my room. bleahh I hate people.

STUDY HARD CHARLOTTTE DARRRLING! Good luck for you paper! Don't worry you probably didnt miss much tonight :S

Wednesday, December 03, 2008

Dear psychos.

yesterday at Timbre was just a small intimate affair with 4 girls. 4 silly giggling girls delirious from the sweet taste of freedom and beer. I'm surprised each of us even made it home safely. We should do this at the end of EVERY exam man.

the past couple days I felt the full force of someone so effortlessly influential and powerful. She is able to make you drop whatever plans you've got and just do whatever she wishes. She is like a tornado sucking up all of your personal space and make you revolve around her, willingly and unknowingly. whenever she's around, she takes control of the conversation, takes over the whole social scene. what is it that she got, charm? or simply a damn loud voice? gosh how does she do it?

Everytime fad, clara, denise and I get together, it turns into a major bitch fest. We are so brutally honest with each other to the point that things get ugly. Then we start throwing out useless crazily biased advice that, usually isn't heeded. haha, but we still do so anyway. I'm not sure what turns us into such monsters but a good guess is denise. and the best is when we bitch about OTHER people, that person will be crushed like a can :) haha oh wells, happy birthday xt.

study hard, yin, sarah and oli!!