positively somewhere

Sunday, February 29, 2004

the release of results turned out to be okay but mardi gras turned out to be a mess. a couple more people must hate me now. I screwed up everything. Nowhere to belong now.

this is currently my fave song, which is the one you are supposed to hear right now. the intro is abit long, but have patience and listen lah. actually i like the nsync version better, but this brian mcknight one is the only one i can find. hey, but it only plays halfway leh...why arh?

My shattered dreams and broken heart
Are mending on the shelf
I saw you holding hands, standing close to someone else
Now I sit all alone wishing all my feeling was gone
I gave my best to you, nothing for me to do
But have one last cry

Chorus:
One last cry, before I leave it all behind
I've gotta put you outta my mind this time
Stop living a lie
I guess I'm down to my last cry

Cry......

I was here, you were there
Guess we never could agree
While the sun shines on you
I need some love to rain on me
Still I sit all alone, wishing all my feeling was gone
Gotta get over you, nothing for me to do
But have one last cry

Chorus:
One last cry, before I leave it all behind
I've gotta put you outta my mind this time
Stop living a lie
I know I gotta be strong
Cause round me life goes on and on and on
And on.....

I'm gonna dry my eyes
Right after I had my
One last cry

Chorus:
One last cry, before I leave it all behind
I've gotta put you outta my mind for the very last time
Been living a lie
I guess I'm down
I guess I'm down
I guess I'm down...
To my last cry...


Suits my mood right now...but the lyrics don't exactly apply

Thursday, February 26, 2004

here follows the account of Isildur (oh, oops, i meant meiyi) in the age 3434 of the second age on october twenty fourth ( 25 feb 2004, actually): It came to me. It is mine. My precious. The markings on the band that once shone as clear begins to fade. A secret now only fire can tell.
One ring to rule them all. One ring to find them.
One ring to bring them all and in the darkness bind them.

haha, okay that was major crap...

My account is as follows: Yesterday, the gallant soldier from tpjc, michelle, rode to my current abode, tjc, seeking counsel. My leaders made known to her the economics within our dwellings. The hour is late, so i decided to ride out with michelle on to nyjc in search of our lost xinmin soldiers. Long and tedious, the journey was. The buildings of nyjc were high and majestic. Once inside, we began to feel the heat. The air was choking us. Had our lost xinmin soldiers not known of this before choosing to dwell there for three months? We finally found heli, our brave leader, by using our ancient xinmin horns to call for her. But she had to leave, her leader wanted to see her. We explored nyjc at will. There, I spotted my senior, Jasmine, and someone from the ancient temasek army. Heli joined us again and was told of our plan. She would love to join us but she needed to go visit her ancient elders. She rode with us till serangoon mrt station where our paths split. We said our goodbyes quickly, for we know we shall meet again two days later. From there, michelle and i rode on bravely, though tired, on to mjc. we used our horns again, to call for lost xinmin soldiers. Few were found for the rest had gone. They have moved on. i went on a search for aqquaintces from the ancient temasek army. Friends of old i meet again. we should have celebrated our reunion with merry drinking. However that was unavailable to us and they had their duties to carry out.

okay okay tired of thinking of how to crap... after that michelle had softball training and insisted i go with her. so i went to tpjc see see, since their school is already over. after tpjc, i went to tampines mall to meet alicia and jiaying. we walked until about six then i finally went home. okay, the end. You see, it could have been a good story thingy haha but i too lazy to complete it.

Tonight! WE shall Parrrty on!! through the night!! TOMORROW COMES WITH DEATH!! Drink your fills, tonight, my friends!!! For doom draws near...WE CAN ONLY WAIT...for death.

Hey,but after that got mardi gras right... hmm maybe its not so bad...

Wednesday, February 25, 2004

oh my god i just realised the girl in my blog background is so scary!! There I was, busy doing my own thing, clearing the tagboard, when i saw her...staring at me!! She keeps staring and staring. Look hard enough and her pupils seem to move!!! Eww!!*freaked out*

Monday, February 23, 2004

AHHH!!! O Levels out soon!!! AHHHHH!! Die lah, damn stressed out now... no mood to study no mood to do homework no mood to go to school...HOW????!! AHHH!!!! *pulls out hair* and those mean teachers keep reminding us that soon...soon...SOON YOU ALL SHALL DIE!!!
okay, the above is a little exaggerated...haha...actually im still more worried 'bout my dyed hair. That bloody principal will surely not let me into the school at all hai~ what a bother. anyway, shall attempt to do the lucid dreaming thing tonight. it seems kinda evil but no choice lah, nothing better to do...haha
And im soo looking forward to mardi gras. haha it sounds fun so far... hopefully Lydia would be able to make it.
Ahh! did you guys see weiting and zhencheng on the channel U quan xin zong dong yuen. omg, so...so..ewww. but have to admit they look quite chio lah.
which reminds me of xinmin choir. They are going down man, under the leadership of f*cking mrs yeap. She gonna wreck everything ms peh built, or at least tried to build.

Im crazy. damn lah, must be the release of results killing me.

i swear i will not cry. i swear i will not cry. oei, people remember abt those *FFAs hor...haha.. Ali, bring your autograph book hor...where the contracts are all in.
*FFA= free food agreements

the stuff below is a long piece of crap which has everything to do with Linkin Park and nothing else! haha sorry lah, need to de-stress. haha. If not interested in anything to do with them then don't read lah! my problem arh...but it is very very funny...ppl who need a break, go ahead and read.

Okay before i say anything, intro intro, from left...
Back row: Brad, Pheonix, Rob, Mike
Front row: Chester, Joe


Q: "Is there any female influence in particular to any of your songs?"
Mike: "Musically, I'm a big fan of Dido. I also like a ton of female groups from Kitty to Madonna to Sneaker Pimps. Portishead. If you ask Brad, he'll tell you he loves his Britney Spears."
Brad: "I love Britney Spears."
Mike: "She's a big influence on his guitar playing, especially."
Brad: "She drives me crazy."

Mike: "It was scary in the beginning, when we started writing about what we felt, but once we realized we weren't the only ones who felt that way, once we saw the audience was coming along with us on that, it freed us up. We wanted to be a little more descriptive, instead of just going 'fuck' all the time. We wanted to go into detail."
Chester: "In between the letters of the word 'fuck' - that's where we go. That's where we dig deep."

Joe: "Mike is sponsored by Clairol."
Brad: "Mike is also sponsored by Joe."

Phoenix: "Chester likes Anime porn."
Chester: "Yes, and Chester likes other things too."
Phoenix: "Why are you talking in third person?"
Chester: "Because Chester feels like it. Now shutup and be a good boy and go clean your room."

Mike: "You need to get a little clamp for that bracelet, so you don't have to pick it up every time you want to reach down! (Chester starts punching Mike.) I'm not banging on you, bro, I just used to have the same problem!"
Chester: "It's art, dude, OK?! I'm not into image, it's f*cking art!"
Mike: "Art? Whatever!"

Chester: "I'm the most important person...ever."
Mike: "I think Chester's full of himself, and I think that's really hot."
Chester: "Sometimes at night you're full of me too."

Rob: "I live on a bus!"
Mike: "Yeah, I live on a bus, that's my home."
Chester: "Not only that, but I can't sleep anywhere, but the f*ckin' bus! I need to buy a bus and park it in front of my house, so that when I go home, at night when I go to bed, I just go to the bed. Or I need to install a half of a bus in my room, with bunks, so I can sleep in it."

Joe: "I do NOT start forest fires!"
Brad: "Huh? What are you talking about?"

Mike: "Most of us met a long time ago. Brad and I met in junior high and we met Rob in high school, we met Joe in college."
Chester: "And they made me in college in a chemistry class. They copied Frankenstein's work and used pieces of dead people, which is why I have to wear this (touches his spiked collar), to hide the scar tissue."
Mike: "Except we were in art school. That was the whole problem. In art school, and there were no really good chemistry classes - so look what we came up with!"

Mike: "My walls are about three inches thick and my neighbours must have thought people were dying in my house! The whole neighbourhood could hear it!"
Chester: "And you'd hear someone go, "You F*CKING SUCK! Shut up!"."
Mike: "I think we were subliminally influenced for the bridge on 'One Step Closer' by my neighbours; "SHUT UP! I'M TRYING TO SLEEP!"."
Chester: "At ten o'clock every night, we'd hear (he bangs his fist against the wall) and that was our alarm, so we almost ended up naming the band 'Ten PM Stocker', 'cause we recorded on Stocker Street every night and at 10 PM, we had to stop."

Brad: "We like to hold hands and comb each other's hair in our spare time."
Chester: "Everybody thinks we're a boy band!"
Interviewer: "Yeah, where does this come from? I never mistook you for a boy band."
Chester: "We're sooo boy bandish, aren't we?"
Chester: "I think it's because of my strikingly good looks."
Mike: "I think it's because of your strikingly bad looks."

Brad: "I'm getting a new tattoo. It's going on Chester's left arm."
Joe: "I'm getting flames on my wrists."
Brad: "I'm getting Joes on my flames."
Mike: "I'm getting water on my wrists."
Brad: "I'm getting wrists on my...I give up."

Joe: "Yea I'm a whore. Hey, they said my name!"
Chester: "No they didn't."
Joe: "Huh? They just did!"
Mike: "Ugh, Joe, just give it up!"

Phoenix: "Chester likes to grab his package like Michael Jackson."
Mike: "I didn't know Chester had a package."
Joe: "Yeah, it's somewhere down there."

Mike: "Getting on stage is the best part of the day."
Brad: "And showering."
Mike: "With Joe."

Joe: "Mike, you guys had a great year last year, what are you going to do this year?"
Mike: "We're going to fail and break up and Joe's going to sell out and start doing dolls and tampon ads."

Brad: "Mike is the "underground"."
Mike: "What's the underground?"
Brad: "Joe is slightly above ground."
Joe: "I am the celestial overground."
Brad: "As for me, I'm grounded."

Mike: "Hey, Joe, I like your hair."
Joe: "I know you do."

haha okay that's it...

Tuesday, February 17, 2004

I just learnt how to post pictures!!!sorry guys but I AM still kinda obsessed with them...LINKIN PARK!!!!
Champange?

He looks so cool!!

are you melting inside already..?

Rob doing his thing and looking good while doing it

Mike again...aww...

Mike and phoenix. Mike is paranoid.

My favourite of them all!!! Mr. Hahn!!

Feenux getting dizzy

they are all not that sane anyway..this pic shock you?

mike looks great here...


YOU GUYS ARE SO DEAD, I'M GONNA LINKIN PARK YOU ALL TO DEATH!!!
hahaha...good day!


My life is rated PG.
What is your life rated?

Monday, February 16, 2004

haiyo...whole body itching all over...got some sort of allergy to something... pray that i am not well enough to go to school tml...

hai, pon GP today...but somehow nobody realised i was missing!! well, it is good in a way because the teacher didn't realise i was supposed to be there but... how can anyone not miss me?! alamak, i'm such a failure...

Friday, February 13, 2004

the celebrations were okay lah...the bad thing is that we still have lessons and not all play all day...OTHER JCS DON'T EVEN HAVE SCHOOL TODAY!!! ( that explains the mass crashing in Tj today)

things that happened today

1) get flowers from Denise early in the morning!!
2) saw cute dude ( you know, the one with the black dog)
3) vice- principal sang while standing on top of her car with no professional training whatsoever
4) get lots of chocolates!!
5) get present from khai yan, my angel. a rose from my mortal, adeline
6) spent time bonding with CG mates. Singing...singing...singing...
7) receital went well! or at least i think so...anyway i managed to get the effect i wanted...BABY!!
8) Dance prac lasted for 30 mins!!( what shit is this? i waited for abt an hour for the stupid prac to start) but i made a few more friends, got to know some people better...
9) marvelled at the pyjamas CG and those guys who decided to wear skirts and dresses...
10) saw a dead chicken in the middle of the road (why did the chicken cross the road?). What the hell is the chicken doing there?! new method of culling chickens?
11) saw wenqi (from primary school) on the bus. well, actually she was on the bus, i was in my dad's car. we happened to see each other on the road. took a while for her to regonise me but at least she did. then we started to laugh...wah, fate...

Oh did you guys see daphne on the news?

Currently listening to: Fly with me_ Micheal Buble
( come fly with me, lets fly, lets fly away...lalala)

Thursday, February 12, 2004

pontang-ed school today...(finally)

I planned to do my homework...yeah, it ends there. maths , maths, MATHS!!! when will it ever end?!
Everyday i tell myself i must work hard but i end up slacking more and more...what is this?!

anyway, v day celebrations tml. Here in Tj, they call it Friendship cum be-yourself day...ah, what nonsense.
Packed gifts for the whole class...haha...so fun...(distracting myself from that growing pile of homework). i expect tml to be really nice...hope we got our the whole wish thingy. People can bring pets to school tml!! Hope they create as much havoc as possible so it becomes impossible for students to study. Haha
Heard they will be revealing the angel mortal thing tml as well. So excited!! But i think my mortal already knows who i am...so...no point lah...I such a lousy angel. I'm guessing my angel is Khai yan...hmm, guess I'll only find out tml. My angel told me to stay back after morning assembly tml...she got present for me!!Hahahahahahaha.

Hey, anyone knows if we got chosen for the receital thing? Gosh, i really hope not...

What am i gonna do on v day...hmm...rot? Don't know if i should go queue for the maa tix or not...heard there're lots of ppl like us desperate to get our hands on those tix and they are going to camp overnight. What chances do we have?

American idol later tonight!!The worst thing that could happen is that the audience brings back William Hung on the wild card show. Agrh!! Nightmare!!She Bangs!!

Okay, i shall now go and try and complete my homework... I'll try...i"ll try very hard...

Sunday, February 08, 2004

yo peeps...sat through the LOTR marathon at cineleisure last night...or actually this morning...aiyah wateva lah..sorry arh lack of sleep, not making sense.

the whole thing was very nice... the extended version of TTT was very helpful ...haha the original was quite blur, got a lot of holes...anyway i like ROTK the best!!! My gosh I LURRVVEE Elijah Wood's eyes. So expresssive...so nice...its like you can get lost in them...oh.. -okay i sound sick. Orlando Bloom...haiz...you know lah...the same, good-looking...

Thanks to Huimin for the tix!!

Sunday, February 01, 2004

Communication is the key, Heli, tell him how you feel face to face...then maybe he would understand.

yo peeps, my school is having (another) carnival - Mardi Gras- on the 27th feb. Haha, all are welcomed. I heard the o levels results will be out on the same day...come to Mardi Gras! and we shall cry or laugh together...
I damn scared man...
what if i get really many points? what if i can't stay in tj? where would i go then? what if i can't see him anymore?

On Survivor:
I like Lex!! I don't know why but i find him really cool! Okay, there's something wrong with me...the other contestants that i like are rupert, amber, richard, sue and ethan!! a lot, huh...
(why are you reading this? why do you care?)

Nothing to say anymore. Life's been so routine...so boring...bye bye...

Bored bored BORED!!!!!!
I have been sitting down for so long i can feel my ass growing bigger...
I have done absolutely nothing this whole day
Anyone hear my plea for entertainment please do something...