It's back to schoool, people!!
yay this will my final post before I get no internet access for the next few days. haha. i'm finally really really moving in today...i'll prolly not be able to get to sleep tonight cos i'm not used to it. Just finished packing for the second round of moving ( i'm all packed!). Only a bimbo like me can find so many things to bring to hostel. when to I get to my room later, it's more hours of scrubbing and scrubbing. the rooms are so damn dirty, they looked like they havent been occupied for years. People are free to crash my room if you ever find yourself near nus for some reason.

hmm nothing much happening...I'll be taking the role of 'lost sheep' for the next few days. wish me luck and pray for me that i don't see anyone from pa camp.

I'm half-packed. I'll just always going to be half-packed. It's a case of I'm having a mental block of what to bring and it seems like I need to bring EVERYTHING. but seriously, try planning two weeks' worth of clothes at one go. (I almost died doing that but I finally done it.) I have this urge to pull out the entire wardrobe and bring it to my hostel. I need professional movers. I don't even know if I'm staying over there for the night. I've been in this horrid state of confusion for the past two days now. So now i'm having some sort of breakdown of thought. And i'm avoiding the packing part. (which means i can't sleep cos eveything's on my bed)

I have A LOT of things to do over the next few days. matric, orientation, rag, talks, ccas, bidding, blah blah blah...so much that I've been dreaming about it. I 've been dreaming about matric day, no no, dreaming about missing matric day. because its so typical of me to go ...'oh, you mean I have to be somewhere and do something today?'

okok i found the word to describe my situation now: STRESSED.

I just feel like sticking out my tongue at everything now.

I heart my dance peeps!

someone please tell me how in the world am I to decorate this small space that is to be my hostel room?! I can't stand living in a plain room that has no personality! and worse, same as everyone else's!




ooh there's this daytime TV show where they show how people decorate tiny apartments. I must start watching everyday. seriously.
NEED...TO...DECORATE...NO MATTER WHAT!!!!!!!!

One answers 'Do you like Pokemon?' to every one of my question of 'Do you understand what I just explained?'. The other makes her litle sister call me to cancel the tuition session when I'm 2 bus stops away from her house.

If my students were to be found dead anytime soon, the police would have ample reason to suspect me.

I can't let you leave until I know your impression of me is how I want it to be.

I can't sleep...

sometimes I think it's just me being paranoid. which, in turn, affects the way I react to certain people. and then when the conversation goes weird, I blame it all on the other party, saying that the person is being judgemental or just plain shallow. All the result of being too self-conscious, and just not confident enough. Maybe sometimes I shouldn't think so much anymore.

But some people REALLY are that shallow. And they think no one can tell.

And I simply don't know how to react to nice people! My friendships are built around mean jokes and sacarsm and bullying and teasing. (hmm, suddenly these friendships sound like they're not worth keeping). haha. But we know we love each other and we've got each others' backs (most of the time). But nice people are soo horridly polite, it just doesn't feel like you're talking to the real them at all. Well i guess everyone's still not comfortable enough to be themselves. Sorry if i came across as overly mean and honest too quickly, haha, I'm just evil.

I feel like i'm finally beginning to open up to my og group.

I miss choir practices! I was just talking to Boon Liang (pple, remember him?!) about our days in xms choir. Gosh I realised I missed choir soo badly. Days when me and huiyi slacks away behind everyone, when we pissed our conductor off so much, when we have slow-moving sectionals, when we sopranos go too sharp again, when we bitch with our seniors ( I miss Leonie, Wingyi, Cihui, Andy, Norvin..everyone!), when we have to put on ugly gowns and super-thick make-up, when we skip around in socks in the studio! haha... hai~ i want to be young again...

The pictures are coming. The pictures are coming. The pictures are coming.

Rory makes me look forward to college life. sigh~ i miss the show...I don't understand why people dont watch Gilmore Girls. It's such a great show.

What Your Soul Really Looks Like

You are a warm hearted and open minded person. It's easy for you to forgive and forget. You are a grounded person, but you also leave room for imagination and dreams. You feet may be on the ground, but you're head is in the clouds. You believe that people see you as larger than life and important. While this is true, they also think you're a bit full of yourself. Your near future is a lot like the present, and as far as you're concerned, that's a very good thing. For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust.

Inside the Room of Your Soul

You Are Samuel Adams

You're fairly easy to please when it comes to beer - as long as it's not too cheap. You tend to change favorite beers frequently, and you're the type most likely to take a "beers of the world" tour. When you get drunk, you're fearless. You lose all your inhibitions. You're just as likely to party with a group of strangers as you are to wake up in a very foreign place.

What's Your Beer Personality?

You Are Lightning

Beautiful yet dangerous People will stop and watch you when you appear Even though you're capable of random violence You are best known for: your power Your dominant state: performing

What Type of Weather Are You?

You Are 54% Evil

You are evil, but you haven't yet mastered the dark side. Fear not though - you are on your way to world domination.

How Evil Are You?

You Are Elmo

Sweet and innocent, you expect everyone to adore you. And they usually do! You are usually feeling: Talkative. You've got tons of stories to tell. And when you aren't talking, you're laughing. You are famous for: Being popular, though no one knows why. Middle aged women especially like you. How you live your life: With an open heart. "Elmo loves you!"

The Sesame Street Personality Quiz

I am on a caffeine high. I'll prolly go crazy on my tuition kid later. ( I have no idea why these parents continue to let me tutor their children, it's really ridiculous...hahaha)

I would hate to make friends purely out of neccesity, then forget about them. I finally found people who have a entirely different perspective from me on what's funny and what's not. It was the first time I felt like maybe I wasn't as easy-going as I (or my friends) would have thought I was. And I have never been around by so many people who likes maths or science ever before. I guess it's pretty funkay...! Woot!

(And some people are just soooooooo shallow. I hope I am wrong about this person.)

STILL feeling quilty over the sp incident. haha. I feel like such a bitch for my tiny slip of paper.

The people just emailed me to inform me that I'm accepted into Eusoff Hall (why is it spelt this way anyway? ).just shoot me now... My campmates, or anyone who knows me would have realised that I wasn't kidding when i said i had ZERO sports genes. That's it, I'm just gonna hide in my dorm room forever. Why oh why didn't I put kent ridge as my first choice..?

And, my dear peeps, it's time to quit your jobs and enjoy what's left of your holidays! I can't believe you guys turned out to be such workaholics and I was left to hibernate by myself during the holidays. Bummer.

that's all the time i have to complain. TTFN!!