now that's one girl I would turn lesbian for!

In today's news, sibling rivalry! haha. interesting the things you hear about how people are soo different to outsiders and to their siblings. My brother is pretty much the same, insulting me as always. it actually gets worse if his friends are around. but oh wells, im used to it. im amused by it actually. the words he has to come up with so he can insult me with something fresh. i would just laugh back at him sometimes. there will even be times when i'd just annoy him for the fun of it. haha, playing the role of the annoying crazy bimbotic sister i guess. aww i guess i love my brother anyhow (but I would rather jump off a building before letting him ever hear me say that). but anyways, seems like having sisters is tons worse than having brothers. brothers, you know, they train you to be tough cos they expect you to be you know, strong and think more like a guy and all. but sisters, they just train your lung powers and scratching powers i guess. and i hate fighting with girls. girls can be so schemeing. believe me, i know. and petty. and sisters have more opportunities for fights! like if i've got a sister and she wears my clothes without asking me, i would totally slap her left right center. but that would never happen with a brother! if i've got a younger sister and she acts like me, i am quite sure i would have thrown her out of the window by now. ( which is sad cos this shows that even i cannot stand myself. haha) oh wells, one child of each gender is really enough, it seems. but i think i wouldn't mind having a little brother to bully arouns though. i remember when i told my mum that she just waved me away and said "this factory is closed!" hahaha.

And i believe its time for me to go read the book "crazy sister" i bought for my brother.

To give you a short tour of the Versailles...

nothing much has been going on...it's hell trying to fix up times to go out with people as usual so yea...FINE. haha hence my dad has a lot of opportunities to drag me out into another one of his nature excursions thingy. It is not that I don't like nature, just the thing that comes with nature -bugs, especially mosquitoes. Those things love my blood for some reason. And really, nature in Singapore is crap. All we've got are trees and ferns and tiny tiny streams filled with guppies, the occasional tortoise, the the usual monkey walking around looking for the next person to attack. But oh wells, what choice did I have. after walking around for a bit I guess it wasn't so bad, so I guess I do have the nature-loving genes my parents got. They've turned the entire balcony into a damn jungle just to make up for the absence of nature around them. It's so wrong that we're living in Singapore.

in other news, i guess i do miss my brother. I need someone to fold the fort against the parents. heh.

Why is it that the worst tragedies make the best novels?

Funny that the first thing i want to do after watching Lord of the Rings for the 37474540387428934th time is to watch it all over again. hmm.


What i find horrifying about the book, The Bell Jar by Sylvia Plath, is that I find myself feeling the same way as her about a lot of the things that she wrote and then dreaming later on in the night how I am the main character in her book ( which is her).
Yes, I might just go bake myself in the oven pretty soon.

I should really spend less time in my head.

It is the birthday blues.

okays, so we've reached the big 2. that means no more excuses for doing stupid things and people expect you to be more sensible and mature, yada yada. that sucks :(

I've been dreading birthdays for the past few years now. because i look back on the past year and see that my life nor I have nowhere improved from where I had been since my last birthday. And yes, the birthday wishes NEVER come true so what's the point. I'd imagined how my life would be when i'm older (which is like, now) and the reality doesn't even come close to how I wanna be. In fact, I'm starting to think that things have gotten worse. Does that motivate me to go out and DO SOMETHING?!! ...maybe.

Oh wells, before i sink into depression, I've realised a couple things this birthday. the company is more important than the activity! I find myself thinking that even though I can't seem to think of anything to do for my birthday, it was ok, as long as my friends could make it, even though it's just about sitting down and talking and doing nothing. (the other point here however, no one was free to do anything) seems like it is true that as you get older you can only lose close friends instead of gaining more.

On a happier note, hahahahahaha, I have once again confirmed that Mike Shinoda is the man of my dreams. even though he is a whole ten years older than me. and is married.




hmm i can't play in on my own com :(
but here's the link: Bleed It Out

ok photos! :)


Somewhere in the outskirts of Swtizerland:



I kind of forgot to focus before I took the shot, but I think it turned out pretty artsy anyway :)


All of their countryside houses look like this. I LOVE this. If i do get to retire (rich), I want a house like this (and yes, complete with my own sheep and cows and horses. hahaha)



Drove over to Germany for half the day. Nothing much. I just know now the Germans really really really eat a lot.


And their monstor dogs!!!!!!!!!

ahh yes, small town, flowers by the street, smiling elderly. perfect.


And then back to Switzerland, the city Luzern. OMG the architecture!!!



That's actually some medevial time prison or something.


These people like to make their buildings masterpieces.



After looking at all the buldings, i decided to stalk the locals.




haha, this is my dad posing.

OK! end of Day One of the trip. I took a zillion photos. It is going to take forever for me to put up everything. This is only like a third of the photos I took the first day by the way. will post up more tmr!!

hello from Geneva

haha, finally, a hotel with free internet. so yeah...im charging my iPod and looking for something to do in the meantime. its damn cold here ( and i cant find the exclamation mark on this keyboard). wells its the last day here in switzerland and tomorrow its on to paris. exciting. some of the countryside scenery here have been fantabulous. love the whole countryside cottages idea here. pretty pretty. took a kazillion photos already...will post them up when i get back. hmm but the annoying thig is I just got my period on the trip and its bloody annoying and mafan and not to mention my crazy mood swings which has been spoiling the past 2 days for me :( hope this gets better from tomorrow onwards. this hotel damn weird. they dont have a triple bed hotel room so Im getting another room all to myself. hurhurhur. idiots.

and funny i keep thinking of daphne (cos of the cows and the nice scenery which i know she would love taking photos of and the fact that i have a lousy camera and not hers) and yin (cos she has a lot of opinion about everything) and xinyan (cos she studies here) and fad ( cos of the history stuff here. (we could have gone on slamming the UN today right of the doorstep of their headquarters here today) and kim (cos her birthday is coming) and wanyu ( omg the shopping here. haha if its just me and her we would spend all our money on the shopping here) and a certain other person, etc etc. ok someones staring at me, waiting to use to com. heh. ciaoz see you people soon.