If you won't.

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Hmm I have the other version by Jesse Harris in my iTunes which i totally like better :P

Nobody ever stays someplace for long
Everyone leaves at the end of the song
But I won’t if you won’t
I won’t if you won’t
I won’t if you won’t
If you won’t go
Wanting to know the thing that we don’t know
Wanting to own the thing that we don’t own
But I won’t if you won’t
I won’t if you won’t
I won’t if you won’t
If you won’t go
I won’t if you won’t
I won’t if you won’t
I won’t if you won’t
If you won’t go


For some reason this song has been stuck in my head for some time now.

and speaking of going, yup I'd be going to Cambodia.
erm okay, I'm not going to Cambodia after all. I'm going to be good and study during recess week :) eh now the song applies. shoot.

Love is in the heir.

All this while we thought the script for DP was shallow, comparing to last year's of course. And with a title like that we all thought it was just going to be damn cheesy. ah but but but, i think it all came together quite nicely in the end. the plot may be predictable and easy to catch (comparing with last year's again) but the ending still gave everyone the goosebumps (okay, depends on how well kim ong is going to deliver his that one important line) followed by a very long awwwwwwwwwww. bet you'd be smiling to yourself through the last few scenes. there's a reason why piecing always ends with everyone high and laughing even though we're shit tired. its such a feel-good movie. this is going to be exciting :))

Oh, nothing.

I. am. so. bored. Once again I think I've reached even newer boundaries of boredom. So bored that I went to search for pictures to express how bored I am. which got me wishing I've got legs like that. and that I can find shoes like that. it's so hard to find a decent pair of heels. I was half-planning to start training myself to wear heels without getting my feet killed when Sara said my legs look nicer while I was trying on some heels. so, ons la, 6-inch heels, here I come!

Sentosa was quite the escape from hall we needed. We took one of those sentosa buses with the open air top decks just for the fun of it. It was heaven! With our heads tilted up, all we could see was the sky and treetops passing by, all we could feel was the warmth of the sun on our faces and the wind through our hair. what was even better was the Ben & Jerry's in my hand. It was like a 10 minute vacation. I almost forgot I had stats lecture 4hours later.

I'm pretty confused about some things. I'm not sure if I can take it if I let you in. I'm scared, and I don't even know if its the good kind of scared.

Sitting here alone in my room with nothing to do makes me think even more. the more I think about some stuff....oh whatever, thinking too much is just unhealthy I tell ya. one day when I'm 40 and look back on this blog and this entry, I know I will shake my head at how much TIME I am wasting right now instead of doing something constructive or even remotely fun. the line youth is wasted on the young is how true.

Sigh. I think maybe I should try again for the (n+1) th time to categorize my iTunes into nice playlists for every occasion. All this time, I never got round to finish doing it so I end up deleting all the potential playlists that I have thought of. And I bet it'll be same this time round as well. haha. Plus, I 'm getting quite sick of the songs I've got. Looking for song donors! especially those who have like 6000 songs in their iTunes. bleah. (HELLO MING! *waves)

The modules I've got this semester are pretty much what I am interested in, or I have to do (oh, stats, how I love you). maybe interest would translate to good grades this time. And then there's this Physics in Life Sciences. it's just so shuper exciting. But I guess there's enough people together with me in it which makes it so much less worse. I hope. *crosses fingers Also, I'll be seeing a lot of Jess and Yijun this semester...thankfully :)

and Cambodia! being surrounded by these eusoff expedition idiots constantly reminds me of when I was there. I really really really hope the team's going back next term break for Dani's wedding. And this time, no need to work! No need to handle hordes of overly warm, and eventually scary kids! We didn't actually get a lot of the innocently cute young kids, but the budding teenagers who are all vying to be the popular-est. It'll just be us and the morning cows, market pigs and the (scary) constantly barking dogs.

okay, enough floating in my head. back to me here in my room. oh what do you know, an hour and half has passed! my darling dancers ain't back yet but I bet my laundry's done and I can finally bathe. yes, it's been some time since I only do laundry for the sake of fresh clothes to wear. Gosh, I'm becoming such a slob.

today, let's talk about the vicious cycle of the confirmation bias.

so basically, the more you talk about someone or something, the more you think about it/him/her, the more you observe, the more you are sensitive to it/him/her, the more you tend to find evidences that proves whatever was talked about, the more you add on, the more you can find to talk about. So basically you become bitchier.

all in all, just to borrow from someone's msn nick, I don't know, I don't care, and I can't bothered. seriously.

Life's funny I tell you. real funny. So I can only laugh.

da ah lian in da hse.

so hello once agn, i dun understd why ppl lyke 2 type lyke tis. it is so bldy hard 2 read. esp when they make up shrt forms tt obv dun exist. why? is it so hard 2 type just a few more lttrs into e wrd? will die ah! act tis kind of typg shld suit me fine cos my spellg is so fab. aw, i was planng 2 sae smth abt ppl havg no mind of their own and loves copyg others becos they haf so much personality. wat a sheep. i lyke sheep. my retirement dream is to migrate to nz and open a bed & breakfast in e country. i guess i can haf sheep. and cows and maybe horses. usually i cant find a fav smth, but i thnk sheep mght juz b my fav animal. i also lyke penguins. n tigers. n dolphins. juz no butterflies. comg bac 2 tis, i thot e whole thng w copyg ur frnds was so sec sch. tyme 2 gt a mind of ur own. ok so i fnd tis list of 07 movies tt critics sae r must-watchs. n i see tt i haf watched none of em. half i nvr even heard of. whr haf i been all yr manz. ah chck tis out n thn mayb we cn watch online tgt or smth ya.

n ah, i find tis chickmunks vid. i thnk i veri long nvr see alrdy. but some parts of e vid still lks familiar. i alwys rmb em as veri soft and flexible. aft watchg it agn, i noe y i thnk lidat. watch onli if u cn take high pitch voices or, u r alrdy frnds w wanyu or, u haf voice lyke wanyu or u r wanyu.

after an entire night of some very interesting secret information exchanges with dear wanyu last night, there's just one thing we can conclude:

Guys who can dance hip-hop are hot.

O Dear Sam,
this is the prettiest shot of you that I can find. i even had to go on to friendster just to pick out this one fabulous photo. Happy 21st birthday, all 10 days in advance. I really like your mum by the way. ten times cooler than you lah. so yes, its been a nice 8 years of getting bullied by you, like how you bullied everyone else as we all found out today. Back in xinmin we were all so mature and so very cool, especially your centre parting. you love to steal people's stationary and run around the classroom. luckily i hate running and i was lazy so i never chased and you ended up running like an idiot all by yourself. which only proves i'm waay mature than you. I'm sorry I had to share your FHM story with everyone else because hello, it's the bomb lah. ah wells, we had fun these 8 years. most of it I can't remember. most of it spent with you jabbing me and...eh why am I still your friend ah?? omg. anyway, nice party. such good clean fun. no booze, great oldies songs. then i ended up sitting one corner and writing you a long love letter. see this is what happens when you let your parents plan your surprise party. I should have really brought a stripper along as your present. but yes, I still like your mom. nice to chat with, most of the time she was just...jabbing me. HMMMMM maybe I should just end here. haha, happy birthday dude! Loves!

Red light.

I er, can't really put to words as to what's been going on. there's a million thoughts of why, how, so, what ifs racing through my mind right now. And it's a happy, sad, frustration, despair, happy, sad kind of cycle of emotions that keeps playing out throughout the day. It's mighty confusing. sometimes somethings are better if I don't think about it so much. It's not just one problem I'm talking about here, that one's pretty much been solved in my heart mind. things are as simple as they look, maybe we just like to make them complicated sometimes. But I won't decide now.

Running away is always a good option. Driving around (well, not really. but being driven around :P) was quite a nice, but short, reprieve. Ahh, anyway thanks ming for everything since last night. must have given you quite a scare initially though! :)

funny so much have happened since I was complaining to a friend last evening how the new year's been boring so far.

Sleepless in Eusoff.

can't sleep. dunch know why. I only had about 5 hours of sleep last night but somehow i can't sleep now, even right after lunch. only tingyi will shake her head at this but i'm pretty sure everyone agrees how attractive the bed is after lunch. so anyway, its the heart racing, godknowwhy i'm so anxious feeling that's just keeping me awake. I haven't been able to sleep properly these few nights as well. why oh why! what the hell is keeping me awake!? The only time I can sleep normally is when I'm at home. I think I might need therapy.

annnnyway, dance's been coming along fine. despite it destroying whatever's left of my social life, and no matter how much i curse whoever's been planning the dance schedules, I always end up having so much fun and actually looking forward to the next 3hrs of practice. least until its really time for the next practice anyway. First piecing's this saturday! it should be interestingg.

a little late but Happy New Year everybody. Like juls said, leave whatever shit happened in 2007 behind and start the year afresh!